Title: untitled Kaoru x Toshiya fanfiction
Chapters: 16/?
Author: ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif)
nitzi Genre: AU
Ratings: NC-17
Pairings/Characters: Toshiya x Kaoru
Resume: When yakuza boss Kaoru is witnessed selling weapons by a young orphan girl, he commands one of his men to get rid of her. However, after waiting and waiting for his man to come back, he decides to check what is taking him so long, only to find him knocked out and the girl gone. Who helped her and dared to defy Kaoru? The yakuza is fuming and wants to hunt the mysterious stranger down. But as soon as he lays his eyes on him, he only has one wish: to possess this black haired beauty. In this chapter the situation escalates and Kaoru loses his mind with jealousy.....
Comments: rape in this so friendy only!
Disclaimer: Dir en grey don't belond to me and I am not making money with this fiction. It is for enjoyment purposes only!
Thank you freakyne55 for being my beta! WARNING: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS RAPE! IF YOU ARE NOT COMFORTABLE WITH THIS, DON'T READ IT!The apartment was silent when Kaoru arrived.
Toshiya was nowhere to be seen.
The boy was sitting in front of his make-up table, trying to redo the make-up Shinya had showed him today. In his opinion, he was a natural talent in make-up, considering how fast he was learning. Applying some more powder to his T-zone he glanced into the mirror and winced as a second face looked back at him- his master’s face. It seemed strange; it held no expression at all!
“You are so beautiful!” he said in a dead voice. Toshiya shivered. What was wrong with Kaoru?
“So beautiful…” Gently the yakuza touched his cheek, caressing it.
Toshiya backed away. Kaoru looked as if he was on the verge of madness.
“Kaoru?”
“Shhhh, don’t speak, whore, don’t spoil the false idyll…”
“Kaoru, you are scaring me… What is the matter with you…?”
Kaoru’s hand wandered over his face to his neck. Suddenly his grip tightened, cutting off Toshiya’s air supply.
“I told you what would happen if you cheated on me…”
“I….I didn’t cheat on you...” Toshiya croaked.
“Liar!!!” Kaoru suddenly screamed, and backhanded him across the face. Toshiya fell from the chair onto the hard floor. With wide eyes, he looked up at the yakuza.
Kaoru seized Toshiya’s blue-black hair and pulled him up to his eye level.
“How can somebody like you – a slut like you, a dirty little whore – cause me so much pain?” he asked almost sadly.
“I don’t know what you are talking about!”
“Does the name Takeshi ring a bell?”
Toshiya paled. Kaoru found out about the pearls! Shame and indignity welled up inside of him, and he lowered his head.
Kaoru, however, saw this as proof for Toshiya’s bad conscience.
He let go of his hair and threw Toshiya back on the floor, only to pull him up again and yank him onto the bed.
It was at this point that all the signals went off inside Toshiya’s head. He blocked.
With all his strength, he rammed his heels into the carpet to stop the forceful dragging.
“No! This is a misunderstanding!”
“Let me check your ass! Show me how he fucked you!”
A voice replayed in his head: “Tell me, how does he fuck you?”
“Noooooo! Let go!”
Toshiya dug his nails into Kaoru’s arm and pulled them downwards.
“Owww!”
Spinning around, Kaoru slapped Toshiya for the second time. The boy stumbled backwards, then spun around and made a dash to the door.
Kaoru launched at him, throwing him to the floor, but not for long, as Toshiya rammed his knee into Kaoru’s groin.
“Damn!” Toshiya used this little distraction to continue his flight, but Kaoru grabbed his ankles and brought him down again. They fought; Toshiya using all the tricks he learned on the street, but Kaoru – hurting people for a living – had the advantage as usual.
After 5 minutes, Kaoru had Toshiya pinned under his weight. This time he didn’t waste any time but ripped down Toshiya’s pants along with his boxers.
Toshiya cried out.
“Kaoru! Stop! Get to your senses!”
“My senses are completely clear, my whore. Now I’m going to teach you a lesson about possession rules….”
Impatiently he tore the pants, tying the struggling Toshiya’s wrists with the shreds.
“Kaoru, you idiot! What did I do?”
“What did you do? What did YOU do??? How can you ask this so innocently, slut? You were fucking around with Takeshi behind my back! How much did he pay you for it? 100? 1000? Or did you do him for free because my dick couldn’t satisfy you anymore?!”
Toshiya’s head was humming. What was this person talking about? How could he treat him this way and destroy all the trust Toshiya had had in him?
Wetness was gathering at the corners of his eyes.
“Aw, don’t cry, Toshiya-chan…” Kaoru spat the “chan”.
“You’re gonna get this every day from now on! If I can’t get you the friendly way – fine, then I’ll do it the hard way. If I don’t get you, nobody will!”
Shouting out the last sentence he pushed in three fingers at once – no lubrication, no preparation.
Toshiya’s eyes widened to the size of saucers. Such pain! He didn’t even know that such pain existed!
“Aahhhh!”
“What? Still not enough? How many cocks did you have in there the last few days, when I didn’t watch you?”
He rammed in a fourth finger.
Toshiya’s upper body arched.
“Kaoru! Kaoru! Kaoru! Stop! Kaoru! Don’t do it! Please, Kaoru!”
But Kaoru was deaf to his pleas.
Amongst his screams Toshiya thought he heard the sound of a zipper and then – the world turned black with pain, then white.
He felt something inside of him shatter, and the shards pierced his insides, causing him pain he thought he would never experience.
Kaoru’s face blurred; he couldn’t see clearly because of the tears which were running down his face non-stop.
Kaoru thrust and thrust into the motionless body taking out all his anger on the boy.
But… something felt wrong as Kaoru looked at Toshiya’s face.
He thought he would feel better now, hurting Toshiya and letting him feel the same pain he was feeling, but instead of dwindling, the pain only increased.
It felt as if every thrust that impaled Toshiya’s body was impaling his as well.
And Toshiya’s expression… It looked so utterly disappointed. At him.
No, Kaoru couldn’t do that. With a jerk he pulled out of the boy’s body. Toshiya only twitched a bit when he felt the source of his pain leave his body.
What was coming now? Would Kaoru beat him up? Mutilate him? Kill him? Rape him a second time?
Kaoru stood and looked at Toshiya in shock. What had he done?
Toshiya was lying there, crying silently, blood and sperm trickling out of his torn anus.
“Toshiya…” he whispered, his voice wavering.
Suddenly Kaoru felt as if he was losing his mind.
Grabbing his coat he fled, leaving Toshiya on the floor and slamming the door behind him, not bothering to lock it.
He needed advice now!
With shaking hands, he dialled Die’s number…..
[Kaoru’s apartment]
Slowly, Toshiya pulled himself up, limping to the telephone.
Still crying, he dialled a certain number.
A tired voice answered.
“Hello, this is Shinya, you’ve just woken me up so this better be a good reason…!”
“Shinya…” Toshiya whispered, not sure if Shinya had heard him.
“Hello, who is speaking?”
“Shinya…” Toshiya tried a second time, his consciousness fading.
“Toshiya? Is that you? Toshiya! What’s the matter? Are you ok? Toshiya? Answer me!”
“Save me…” Toshiya breathed out, dropping the phone as he fainted.
“Toshiya! Toshiya! Can you hear me? Toshiya, answer me! Hold on a minute, I’ll be over in an instant! Toshiya! Hold on……”
******TBC
AN.: *unsure* How did you like it? I know it's heavy but I had to make it credible.... All Toshiya fans: Don't hate me now! *runs and hides*
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